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Tuesday, September 7, 2010

93. bad dream

i had a bad dream

i can't remember the details.

but i can recall glimpses

i dreamed that my boyfriend had forgotten me

well... in my dream i was too busy for the past few days, not to notice that he had forgotten.

i felt that it was already 5 days and i haven't heard from him

you know how dreams are when they feel so real.

i know my boyfriend.

that when a whole day had almost passed and i haven't messaged him.

he starts calling me at the end of the day.

he's so used for me bugging him that when a day passes that he doesn't hear from me,

he starts wondering what must have I been doing that I haven't bugged him all day.

i had a bad dream.


i guess i could blame Amy's blog post*.

your story just got into me.

more so i think it haunted me in my sleep

my boyfriend and I's relationship is turning 2nd year this Saturday, September 11.

we're not spending our anniversary together this year.

and our long distance relationship is just starting.

i would probably have to wait a year or a max of 2 years before this long distance relationship ends

a lot could happen between those 2 years right?

i had a bad dream.

And I am certain my dream was even worst than that.

In my dream, when I finally was able to talk to him after those 5 days.

A lot of things had already happened.

i had bad dream. 

i told my boyfriend about it.

he said, "what are you talking about, i was replying"

i said that was a dream.

i told him he didn't talk to me for 5 days.

he said "i replied"



Now I'm confused! What that a dream or not?

Five days of no communication is long. How could I let that happen!

But I was certain he replied yesterday.



Wait. Why the hell have I been referring to him as my boyfriend? ....
What was the purpose of playing hard to get?

*Amy from My LaLa Land (she has 2 blogs, that's her old one)

4 comments:

  1. You've confused me. No wonder you're confused.

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  2. Girl my dreams fuck with my mind all the time!

    Dreams are supposedly your subconscious thoughts so you're technically controlling them. It's understandable you would ave a bad dream about your relationship when your going through a long distance challenge.

    Supposedly our brains are more active in our sleep then when we're awake. It's crazy how much thinking goes into dreaming!

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  3. @jess ... You know how dreams can be confusing and unexplainable. Sometimes you wonder why a second you were at this place doing this and later your with somebody at a totally different scene. lol. i.e. Inception

    @jojo... I know. dreams are so fucked up. I actually thought of thinking what if I record myself while sleeping... people I've slept in the same room with, always tell me that I talk to my sleep. Only I was speaking in Filipino, so they couldn't really understand what I was saying... lol

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  4. maybe you should record yourself next time when you're sleeping to at least get your real inner thoughts ... it does get confusing while you're dreaming but whatever u might have been saying e super andun na pala message db? aww hugss

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